the ambushed state.

i belong to the naturally hopeful. 10 minutes into SPSS class, i thought i could conquer it 2 hours later. 20 minutes later, the 3 of us capsized. we scoffed, we sniggered, we just needed a better way to convey our disappointment and up-ended expectations. every few minutes of the tutorial we sat there stupefied and feeling ambused, drowned by the tutor's overemphasis of variables. now, 3.12 on a thursday afternoon, i want to stare at my imaginery expresso and cannoli at Cafe Reggio.

give way and end my odyssey now. maybe because i need it, here and now, so amen. 3:00 PM