9:50 PM

writings on a brown paper bag.

dropped by at actually to (purely) visit chenlianghui, but it turned out that i spent money (again) on (another) polo which i admit unwillingly. more importantly, i got myself acquainted with the side of CLH that i rarely/hardly see in school, which was refreshing and nice to know that such a side of him existed so naturally and nicely.

i then admit (again) that i can be so superficial when forming impressions of people, and how i wished i had the tenacity to not be so rash anymore. i probably didnt have the best of impressions of CLH, the weird/highly enthusiastic sociology tutorial mate, but all i say now is that i am truly glad that i didnt just stop there. 2 sems on, a humbler side playing subtly alongside, its all good.

4ish hours immersed in cd reruns, raindrops on the windowsills, good customer aura, humble CLH, tuesday; the honest (blogger) side of me, we could have had better after-dinner brownies, but i couldnt ask for more.

like; stop talking in parameters and wait for wednesday.
10:28 PM

untitled days.



this is, sweet; against my maroon motorola, or just against the white blogger background. 9:50 PM

10:04 PM

join the laugh track.





meet my friend julius/chenlianghui. the "masking" tape is symbolic because sometimes we want him to stop flashing out words and behave properly. nonetheless, we still like you julius/chenlianghui! we survived the "2nd/socialwork/friday afternoon/visit". twas was better than the first, i think i learnt more than i had expected, we had fun amidst the hot and stuffy friday woodlands afternoon, it was probably one of those after school activities that i would not revisit in a long while.

i stifle a yawn, another weekend, another week almost gone; oh week n-i-n-e. 12:49 PM

the ambushed state.

i belong to the naturally hopeful. 10 minutes into SPSS class, i thought i could conquer it 2 hours later. 20 minutes later, the 3 of us capsized. we scoffed, we sniggered, we just needed a better way to convey our disappointment and up-ended expectations. every few minutes of the tutorial we sat there stupefied and feeling ambused, drowned by the tutor's overemphasis of variables. now, 3.12 on a thursday afternoon, i want to stare at my imaginery expresso and cannoli at Cafe Reggio.

give way and end my odyssey now. maybe because i need it, here and now, so amen. 3:00 PM

no one had to say a thing.

there are so many people in this world, we meet one or two new ones a day, one or two makes you want to sit alone in the future, devoid of human interactions and just live in total solitude. but like what we learnt in social work today, friends are good for your heart; right now, i'm glad i made good ones, i hear my heart, i think it sounds fine.

today chenlianghui and i had iscream yoghurt too many, we realised we actually spend quite a lot on food, ate yoghurt by the sidewalk, observed girls going for the vanity fair and the forum and stood stubbornly at the side because we dont want to tag our bags. i think wednesday was fine in the end, just dont tell me about the 8ams. 10:30 PM